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gym: ben lai not nervous, c them nervous i aso nervous haha. thn cos nervous my straight jump was lyk shit. height was lyk shit. back drop aso lyk shit. but lucky judges lenient. ^ ^ yay.
HATE: 2.4 is next fri. WTF. -detest- -hate- -utter rot- EOIs, U R NO BETA DUN WORY.
I CANT TAG AT LENA"S BOARD. =.= anw, i creatd a new name for u outta wierd emotions rofl. wat was it? oh yea. lena pamahalatarawaga ^ ^ awww...U R WELCOME. ^ ^
rofl. here is wat happend today in point form. wil edit wen i haf time rofl
-lick off my nephews, said jia
-no pants on saturday, said teo
ok. i hate pts.
onaka ga ITAIIIIII~ T. T
why leh. cos i ate VERY LITTLE TODAY.
-char kway toew, 1 plate
-milk shake, 1 cup
-hash brown, 1
-biscuits, 1 pak
-pink dolfin, 1 bottle + sum of hua's
-fried rice, 1 big pak
-banana, 1
-mocha, 1 smal cup
-pillows bisc, 1 pak
-tiger bisc, 1 frm wenyu.
o_0 end of argument. PTs-suck-time
dad's angry at me. cos ytd i wun go out wif him, then today i went out wif girlfrens. wakau. next time how leh? >.<
im broke. had to suppres temptatn for food today cos need to save up for mum's day prez. any idea wen's mum's day?? gosh help. i need time!!!!! i need sleep! i need $$!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
homework: cheonging hist pt and everything minor by todae. then tmw morning will be mum's stuff...then tmw nite is sc and eng pt. ^ ^ JIAYOU EVRYONE!
gym: got a lenient score of 7.4 ov 8 for routine! yay. but i will nv be graceful. so...i'll work on my height insted!! ^ ^ yay happy trng tho i nearly sprained ankle. phew. it feels ok now. =))
birfdaes: HAPPY BIRFDAE to veron and huiqin! ^ ^ tho i dun tink they'll c this haha. yup wil be spending an aftnn wif veron tmw! =))
to sad souls out there: HELLO im here for u to use. for u to punch, cry on, hurl abuse at, shouted at...so pls shan4 jia1 li4 yong4! IF u are unlucky enuff not to know me. LOL too bad ur loss ^ ^
im really sorry lena... =((
paiseh paiseh paiseh paiseh paiseh paiseh paiseh
sorryy sorryy sorryy sorryy sorryy sorryy sorryy
okayy. off to pts now....=((
todae is a stupid day.
firstly, othr thn bio, every lesson suckd. only gd ting was tt eng sa is over.
secondly, our com stud video is gone. officially i gues. so darn angry can.
thirdly, im remindd of the origin of my massaging skills. IM PROUD OF MY MASSAGING SKILLS SO SHUDDUP ABT IT. IM PROUD OF EVRYTHING IHAF SO SHUDDUP ABT THEM TOO. im pissd.
fourthly, 3 pts to do. nid i elaborate. no i do not.
fifthly, im sleepy. gdnite.
ok yay test over letts blog. ^ ^
monday:i forgot wad happend in sku. but. haha. in moelc -luff- lena went fishing wif her earfone in hua's tomyam soup -luff- LOL la. haha see lena's bloggie 4 mor dtails. -luff- im -luff- too -luffluff- ji dong to recount -luff- then...song+dance prac...song prac was dumb, nth much done. dance prac was STUPID we did too much lol. the baldie is BIASD aganst us jap grp la. wad "not as nice as the german grp" "come german girls teach the jap girls how to dance" =.=" idiotic baldie. curse u bald all e way. mmm fiona(senior) and peiying(anderson sec3) got outta dance. HMPH. but they hafta do sth else so i guess they're not much beta off wahaha. mm sam also stuck in dance too. all he guys were stuck too since its lyk more girls thn guys and we nid PARTNERS. lol. ok. tts all i gues. dam tired tt day.
tuesday: hmmm i forgot wad happend in sku too. XP owel. uh. ok. FORGET IT.
today!: mmm todae...geog test lor...quite ez haha. mmm...art sux...was tryin to cover my dimple cos...well. er. owel. AND MY ART PIECE SUX. the teachr was quite nice to put it in a nice way tt "its not nice". HAII. and i left my palette dryin in the sum wif my artfile on balcony in sku!!!!! gosh hope greenman or sickos dun da my palette de zhu yi. lol. thn 3rd lang was so lonely...lucky got yu and all e othrs durin lunch. MUMS CURRY ROX! anw -luff- aft tt missd seein sb but owel. thn...uh...nth liao le...ok...
hee -luff- buhbuai~
waaa. new record. i fell asleep laz nite (tis mornin) at 2 am! and...i woke up at 8?
huh. wth. i cant bive tt. get to bed at 11 plus, toss for 3 hrs, slept 6. wth.
OMG I CANT BLIV HOW FORGETFUL IM GETTING. i can tink of wat to get from my room, get to my room, and stand there staring at my table for 30 secs b4 rmbring i wantd to get my blouse. =.= HOW 4GETFUL IS TT?????????? -bangs head on table-
lena got her nametag. LOL.
wahaha. tink she's gna go =.= wen she sees tis. hmmm wunda if chen, lin and hua rmb to blog abt tis nt. ^ ^
"I'm going to leave you, if you don't start acting like you want me to stay, What will you do when I find the strength to walk away?"
"I need sunshine to dry up the rain....I need time to take away the pain. I need a hole to hide away the shame...but I'll need a lifetime just to forget your name."
"Better never to have met you in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there."
"The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you"
"If love is the answer, could you please rephrase the question"
"It hurts to breathe because I know every breath I take proves I can live without you"
"Don't wish on pale green stars they turn to dust before your eyes"
jus`a few _leena
wahaha. nkf show so nish! ^ ^wahaha.
i haf dcided. i haf dcided. i haf dcided.
wahaha. WAHAHAHAHA.
ULtimate Dad~
When one door of happiness closes, the other opens. Often, we took too long looking at the closed one to notice the new one that has been opened for us...
hmm. true hah. maybe it is so. so. i'll try lookin for e open one. where areeee you??
^ ^ VOTEPAULAF!
okayys i geddit i geddit. chennay no nid so ji dong lol. ^ ^ today was a wierd day. sc was pretty fun and i had 6 boys + 4 girls, one with blue eyes and the rest wif brown. X) lol anws. wierd cos i discoverd sth quite...uh...crushing. hm. sth like "crushing". and it was wen i got home thn i realisd. -laughs at myself- i hope im tinkin too much. but. gut feelin says "im quite sure!" i duno. i duno. i hate sku. homework: [chennay dun read on if not u r goin to scold me for dedicating a post to hmwk lol]
-maths ass
-lit ws
-yue du bao gao
-geog ws
-s&d speech
-rs ass
-hist pt
okok. i tink there're more but i'll spare anyone hu actualy dared to venture until here. gym was BAD. back continued hurting and i did 2 ok ones out of all 6 horrible ones. tts BAD. thn cramp and headache. nid to slp. wat m i doin here thn??
dammit. i'v been cryin in anger so frequently. RS SUX!!!!! "you all think you deserve to be here? just because you are the top 5%?" NO! I NEVER WANTED TO BE HERE! I HAD TO BE HERE DIDNT I?? "you are taught this because when you get into university, which we expect you to, you will have use for these skills" IF IM DOING THIS SHIT IN UNI, NO IM NOT GETTING IN. f-it!!!!! >_<
phew. gym nites over at last! so dam tird. =.= anw...these 2 days were mixd bag of gd and bad la..er. wel bad was they forcd me to curl my hair in e end no nid to curl, the dam leotard stank, and our performance time was toooo short. gd was ^ ^ bondd wif all gym kiddos real nice, i din screw up, and....I GOT FLOWERS!! come to tink abt it..tis is e first time i got flowers... =D so TANKEW jia lena and fiona! ^ ^ yay! me gna dry the flowas nice and kip em. ^ ^ err wad else? oh yea.. papa mama came to watch on sat, but wel, pa tinks that they tiao lai tiao qu all the same moves, ma tinks we too short a performance, and nv comment on me at all. wel. gues tis kinda stuf doesnt click wif pa and ma tinks rythmic is harder. i min, wel, im xpectd to jus study here yea?? =/