//the leaf's departure is because of the
wind's pursuit, or because the tree
didn't ask it to stay...?//
Sunday, May 29, 2005
kon nichiwa~
now im at mikana san`s home. jus had dinner. it was great tis 2 days. din even cry at all. wich is a miracle. so ppl dun wory. they are very nice and patient wif me. the communication barrier is irritating, but they r very nice abt it.
how r u guys? im missin u all alot...surviving w/o me? x)) very nice xperience. but dun wna spend too much time on internet so i`ll post nex time ba. hope i dun 4get~
ok peeps~ i`ll be goin off~ take carey! x)
[[.jAy.]]|18:05|
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Friday, May 27, 2005
-sobs-
todae is a heart-breaking day.
thx to me.
ah well. happy abt back and front somer tho. =)
big huggies to all. lub u guys loads.
T_T
-sobs-
[[.jAy.]]|22:57|
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Wednesday, May 25, 2005
ok. wat am i goin to do?
i shal rush work so tt no nid to bring too much to japan to doooo =))
wat work??
-geog articles (no need ah??? really...)
-RS!!! x( but nvm i'll do! ;)
-chinese pt...individual one de.
-CONDITIONING! nyahaha. how? tink get kickd outa sku team or sth =p
kk. goin to recess wif my darling princess now.
BYE
[[.jAy.]]|08:34|
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Saturday, May 21, 2005
content
happy
happy go lucky (not heck care)
grateful
SOLVER x)
zoooom~
[[.jAy.]]|23:19|
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Friday, May 20, 2005
feelin stuffed up, wateva it means. wat i think it means. x/
anw, a big hug to lin, shwa hh, joo, yu, im reli grateful.
i wil try to tink "sku is ok." =)) my best. lin, u are so rite. i pin too much on the past and present. =/ wil try to get out. =)
and lena, u haf my fullest suport! slowwwwly does it! x)
[[.jAy.]]|17:46|
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005
today is xiang kai ri.
tankew rain. tankew all. tankew jia. tankew lin. tankew hua.tankew all all all. im reli ok.
dam u RS! U SUCK!
yes. ~resentment~
[[.jAy.]]|17:03|
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005
i lub the rain.
i lub greenery.
i lub singing.
pls rain agn.
[[.jAy.]]|06:53|
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Saturday, May 14, 2005
“捕捉不下来的美景，就算了吧。
没有退路的时候，就认命吧。
根本在能力以外的事，就别苦苦妄想了吧。”
真想看得如此‘开‘。
[[.jAy.]]|22:05|
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Saturday, May 07, 2005
so cute!!! waa i want it!!!!! our spore 7-11 haf not?? =(
YESTERDAY
2.4 run. was so loathing of it tt angry tears came evn b4 the run strtd. wel of cos its b4 the run. -.- it was surprising. i went for 4 rounds b4 stoppin to walk!! o_0 tts quite an accomplishment. -.- thn as usual, i countd wrongly agn. on the 4th round done, i stuck out 1 finger and a questioning face at qi. and? she gave me 2 and a wide eyed look. haha. so was cursing mentally cos i realisd i was wrong. -.- so on i plodded....and reachd the end aft another painful walk. thn i realised. i. got. B. WTF how can tt happen to me? but wel. it did. im surprised. and elated. thank you qi for ur wonderful encouragement lol! but i stil DO NOT anticipate next yr's. to hell wif 2.4. hu the hel suggestd it man. f you. heh and aft tt we were cheering other peeps on, we shoutd swear words at triyono. "fuck u la run faster!" "godam you run so slow!" and aft tt she told us it workd great. YAY! haha. CONGRATS PPLE! ITS OVER! WE CAN NOW LOOK AT THE OTHR PEEPS AND SAY " HAH! YOUR TURN!!"
then went home alone. went bus stop wif joycey. got onto bus, ezlink no $, bus driver a freakin chibai calculative unhelpful person, rgs girl never help,got off agn. MALU MALU MALU. but it was ok. some gurls at the bus stop answerd my yells for change. 212 denise (dunno her tho) gave me $!! thank u so much. u are relinice. unlyk sum pple...=( got off at thomsan plaza, walkd sleepily in, bot mums day prez, wich is a 3cd set, thn walked ACHINGLY another 1 km or more home. cos y? cos no more $. fuck. owel. for the sake of mama. haii. so home, dead beat, aching, tird. watchd jing zhong ren and cried, wen to slp and had a MOST SWEETEST, XiNG FU dream EVER. wen i woke up i quickly recordd it down in my diary. AWW yay. lest i 4get. wich i probably will. VERY SOON. aw man i noe it sounds stupid but to me its a very diff dream to get by.
TODAY
went to beelan ah-yee's hse at yew tee. mum brot along a map so AS I NOTICED IT WAS YEW TEE AND CCK, i STUDIED IT CLOSELY. *sob* and wishd i didnt. T. T haii 4get it. mum got me fried squid to eat! yay! stil duno why they call the tentacles part "head" and the square, rather flat part "fritters"/"tail" wierd. thn gt a nice bun frm 4leaves for my lunch.
xpecting a torture today, i steppd into the gym doors. rofl. and i was rite! we had frog jumps across the "he4 di4 tan3" (brown carpet lol), 20 pushups, frog jumps back, 20 jackknives, and tts one set. 4 sets in total. =// OH NO tts not the end. how can teo be SO NICE? wheelbarrow hand-walk across and back, 30 back rocks and 30 front rocks. 4 sets too. oh yea we rock so. =// thn 40 horrendous tuckjumps on a sinky mat. -.- dun i LOVE conditioning. haii. gues i need it la. left knee stil dam pain wen i jump and teo taped it up. NOPE im goin to ignore frm next trng onwards cos he told me the price of the tape. -.- today was BRA day. Bad Routine Day. so i din do much. mm. and we got our new gym shirt! wich is so SMALL it can fit 2 of me. ^ ^
went to amk aft trng. papa bot the jap electronic dict for me. nearly cried in front of the salespersn cos he lyk never evn ask if i want or not thn mke the decision. WA LAU la. thn she addd the britannica dict and mem card thn ok, mebe it IS worth e $$. so i calmed down and thankd dad. mapa said tt was my 18th birfdae prezent. how wunderful. den went home, bathd and went out ot orchard. bot 3 pairs of nice, big, comfy, i-miss-u pants. AW. frm the children-boys department. yay. mum bot it. and tt was my 18th birfdae prez frm her. =))
just finishd writing her card! yay! happy mothers' day to all!
yawnyawn snore snore~
[[.jAy.]]|23:09|
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Wednesday, May 04, 2005
wahaha. eoi over woots! ^ ^
heh maths was dam crazy. nearly started crying halfway thru la. -___-" dam diff. are they suposed to give questions that they never teach? or isit ms nita? T_T
bio was...ok...i tot bio wud be more challengin and fun...OWEL..
thn spastics-1 went out! ^ ^ jia dcidd not to go lazlazlaz min. =( we went to jacks place for lunchhhhh. was pretty nice~ dam full. hur and i actuly ATE DINNER JUST half hr ago.
walkd arnd heeren for how long? urm arnd hour plus. me and lin signed a treaty (=__=) to wear sarong on racial harmony day! =) wen's tt?
thn we went bak to sku to do the science comp tingy. SO LAME la. l mean, the javelin throwing question, u noe how i answer? i look at the scenery behind one. BRILLIANT AYE? har. lame la. thn i tried to waste time by colouring all the dots wif my LEFT hand. ohohoh. i aim to train it well! ^ ^
2 days of rest, and its to jap mid yr! lalalalalala~
[[.jAy.]]|18:48|
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