//the leaf's departure is because of the
wind's pursuit, or because the tree
didn't ask it to stay...?//
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
WOOHOO
I GOT MY CONTACTS
WOOHOOOOO
with my mum sumore!
today really got emotion roller coaster...
i felt tired, sad, angry, happy, crazy today.
and maybe some in-betweens. ^ ^
now im feeling neutral becos all the sadness+anger have blended with happiness+craziness and im all mixed up i guess.
cant believe it happened so fast.
one moment i was afraid mum will not agree to getting contacts.
the next moment im sitting there trying to get the contacts to stick to my eyeball.
it was hard to get it in. until the optician let me try the cheaper kind. AND IT WORKED. wahaha. i saved $20. lol. and its better sumore. yay.
eyes sort of tired right now. will go shit then eat dinner then its time to crap out my RS journal! ah well. i can do it yea lin? ^ ^
[[.jAy.]]|18:12|
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Tuesday, June 28, 2005
made a 'discovery' today.
competition is next thurs!
wow.
and i thot it was 2 weeks away...
wanchee jiejie hurt her ankle...so sad..><
RS is driving me crazy.
maths pt is driving me crazy too.
but i CAN DO IT!
i will cry in the process. just leave me.
rest assured that i will survive! with you beside me ^ ^
funny thing today.
i slept abt 3 times in the day.
first in the morning. i slept thru pledge-taking. lol and i think eileen was calling my name but i couldnt really open my eyes...SORRY! x)
then i was dozing off in maths class.
that's new.
though jasonng is irritating stimes but i can always pay attention to him.
and i was nodding to sleep as he was standing just in front of me giving us answers...
and he said sth like "I can see some pple dozing off ah!" thn i think he's referring to me. lol. SORRY!
then it was before trng..was first to get there...thn i laid on the nice mat..thn juee came to talk to me. ^ ^ oo juee so nice today..=p thn after awhile both of us fell asleep. ^ ^
GANBATTE PPLE! oh ya i just rmbd that i hafta prepare the presents for all of u...x( paiseh ne!
[[.jAy.]]|19:22|
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Monday, June 27, 2005
headache.
couldnt really fall asleep last night.
think i tossed around for about an hour?
>< headache...
was surprised that school ended so quickly today.
then it was 3rd lang alr.
and i was literally nodding to sleep in front of sensei lol.
and she called me to tell me sth. i guess to wake me up too haha. gomenasai sensei!
eetou ne...then saw fiona, ding, brandon, peiying, jiahui and joycelyn aft 3rd lang...thn had some lonely time at the moelc gates waiting for mama...was abit sad..and headachy lol.
now...as i face the problem of relocating where the hell is my geog ws, netai desu.
[[.jAy.]]|18:45|
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Sunday, June 26, 2005
last day of hols.
slept at 2 last nite (this morning) woolala.
so happy lol. x)
so now my spore record is 2, and my japan record is 3. nyaha
anyway was re-looking at my tagboard..and saw joyc's tag..TANKEW SO MUCH JOYCELYN!! i will survive! -hug-
then i saw fiona's tag. ROFL. no wonder u are my jnr sia..this kinda logic can only come out of wierd pple. AHAHA yes WE are wierd ^ ^
just finished clearing some parts of my room! well, it still looks like a pigsty if u ask me. ah well cant be helped. got one lazy sister and another lazy sister in it. poor mum. alamak. forget it la mama, think someone can die trying to clear up our mess. lol.
sis told me abt my sleeping situation last night. i covered myself with 3 blankets and hugged my security-blanket and bolster, becos sis on the aircon and i cant stand the cold. she told me when she got up to switch off the air con, she saw all my blankets on the floor and me curled up on the bed. -.-" rite. i wonder how i manage to wake up with the blankets when i was in japan. TOLD U WE ARE WIERD FIONA. but of course, im wierder. i sleep-talk and sleep-SWIM before. -.-"
alrite i'll go watch dvd now ^ ^ blog again later maybe.
[[.jAy.]]|14:15|
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Saturday, June 25, 2005
ok. im touched, sad, and depressed at the same time.
touched_
fiona's blog...goodness..i really think i din do much. but well.. =) jus dun think too much kae? -hug-
and ding...thanks for being there to listen...really made me less unstable...-HUG-
sad_
brother sent me picture of he and his new girlfriend. and there's just this pain when i saw their hands interlocked..guess in my heart she'll alwaes be my da sao...><
depressd_
was listening to hudie on the car on the way home..and thot of the many things tt happend in this hols..and..well...
[[.jAy.]]|23:09|
today's training was rather stressful but easy.
had trials today. chose my lucky number 4 la...then didnt expect teo to really call my number. lol. then sat on the tramp for sooo long..i started to get nervous. and wen i stress, my routine goes haywire. lol. but it was funny.
thn second time...was better! x) but my back drop sucked and affected my frontpike. -pout-
after that, the sec one artistic girls and audrey were vaulting. so i asked teo if i was still vaulting? and yes i am. so i vaulted. and my knee sort of hurt. but it was quite song4 so i did it abt 4 more times haha. dunno if im happy or not...after tramp competition gotta train for artistic competition??? owel. wateva.
thn on the car back home. i re-read my horoscope again. yes that horrible, came-true horoscope. today is the last day of my bad horoscope. i read it closely this time...and..i realised that the 2nd part came true too...QING TIAN PI LI..and i swore to myself i'll never read a horoscope again, unless im bored to tears or...i get out of this mess..
[[.jAy.]]|16:56|
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Friday, June 24, 2005
today's trng was shitty.
4 routines in a row, 40 sit-ups, 40 push-ups, 40 arch-ups, 40 star jumps.
times 3.
and tmr got trials. dammit la my knee and ankle hurts..
then mediacorp was filming at henrypark...my dad and mum came to pick me up..and my dad was in a bad mood cos they were filming there. and tt pissd me off, cos tts wat i wanna do. mebbe i'll change my mind, cos now i really dunno. i jus wanna study finish, get a cert to make them happy, then STOP. then i will do wat i want. problem is it seems lyk wat i want now...they dun like.. i condition hard for gym, they say dun do too much, its JUST a cca. i sing all day, they say go do assessment la! i also know i can do it. u just dunno that i dun want to...
maybe im just thinkin too much.
[[.jAy.]]|19:17|
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Thursday, June 23, 2005
god i love initial d..
i need to watch it again.
and tho his love life sux, im ok with it.
cos he stays SINGLE wahaha. oops did i jus spoil the show for some of u? =p
go watch! it totally rox...
wanted to keep the "cop-porn" box but...mum dun let...IM SORRY JIE LUN..
nvm. i haf the notebk YAHAHAHA. sorry guys u din haf the chance to even jankenpon. ;)
dammit. the movie has got me so depressd. and probli sth else too...
and i gues tt was the last gathering b4 we return to our doom ya? =(
dammit. oh dammit im using so many dammits. NICHOLAS!!!!!! dammit! xp
man i miss u all alr.....................ABUNAI~~~ (wat was tt for?)
ilove J.A.Y~~~
[[.jAy.]]|19:24|
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005
i've always dreaded holidays because of the utter depression i feel after it.
and this time...its a THREE WEEK LONG ONE WITH A GROUP OF CRAZY PPLE.
and im the craziest.
we went outta control for THREE WHOLE WEEKS.
its unnatural to be sitting at the com typing an entry...
anyway, for an account of my trip, pls go to ALINE'S BLOG! lol cos i dun have her patience. everthing should be around the same except that i went to shijimizuka~
it rocks so much i dunno how to put it into words. so forget it. ask me abt it.
and of course the youth hostel in the last 3 days. those were the craziest and happiest days. and because they were at the end of the trip, i didnt have time to cool down before i returned to reality. so i fell hard.
wateva it is, gotta thank all of u guys...
`mr tan. ok u are really irritating MOST of the time. but we probably irritated u back anyway. so just go polish up ur jap. it sux. thank you.
`muto sensei...you look wonderful w/o make-up as well! and it wasnt THAT abunai was it =p THANK YOU.
`all e guys..aaron, hongcheng, brandon, nicholas, isaac, ISAAC, gabriel. -xiong di!- haha sorry abt the times where my fooling arnd went overboard. and thx for letting me pester u guys with the password 5 katakanas ROFL. really la. we rock. ok fine. you rock. THANKSSSS
`all e girls~ fiona, ding, peiying, huiyi, xinhui, jiahui, joycelyn, sam, aline, jeaness, audrey, ariele...thx for tolerating my gender-changes that are pretty irritating hor. u rock! -giant hugg- THANKSSSS
`all jap ppl i've met...okaasan..mikana...all the hosts...all the cute guys and cute girls...
`all spore frens...gymmers, onions...thx for all your concern and emails...missed u guys there...
ok...im goin to cry agn...haha...pls promise tt our frenships are going to be extended forever beyond tt 3 weeks...man so corny but nvm! =D
[[.jAy.]]|08:17|
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Friday, June 03, 2005
hey guys!
im in the japan sku com lab now
watchin ju-on wif fellow peeps haha
owel, i lub multi taskin
how leh? i'v been havin great fun
esp ytd heh. anw. ppl miss me?
i m very well dun worry japan ppl are reli nice
oh there's 2 hot guys in my class too! nyahaha
ok im not reli interstd in THEM hehehehehehehehehehehe
lalalla. ok ppl duno wad to say liao.
oh anw im losing all my muscles cos im too lazy to do conditioning much. mebe i'll do it now in the lab lol. i do not regret tho_
[[.jAy.]]|14:30|
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