//the leaf's departure is because of the
wind's pursuit, or because the tree
didn't ask it to stay...?//
Sunday, July 31, 2005
ytd's trng was SHIOK.
finally got to do backsomer! woots~
and conditioning was SO SHIOK.
im aching like shit now and i feel good.
nice to inflict useful pain on urself.
then i discovered tt now im officially PORCUPLINE!
wahahaa. and teo now calls me porcupine x)
then combining pawpaw and tt, im PAWQPLINE!
wahahaa. so hilarious. i need a wheelchair.
talking abt wheelchair...was torn abt whether i shud gosee william tan not..
then got so much hmwk..sighh so in the end decided not to.
no point ya, even though aline and huiyi gg also...
one more hour and they are meeting...
but im not abt to change my mind cos...
MY HOMEWORK IS STILL STARING AT ME.
homework groanwork. think i'll do now...
[[.jAy.]]|11:27|
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Friday, July 29, 2005
MY HAIR! i first was sorta...okok abt it..cos i was determined to cut off my hair.
then my dad told me it looked ok. tts gd cos i tot he wouldnt like it.
then aft i bathed, ALL THE HAIR STOOD UP. i was like OH NO HOW. now i need gel to make it STAY DOWN. i dunt even need to spike la..mebbe jus wax the wild strands tgt. one word to describe. WILD. yepz. so i tried to press it down with a hairband. and so now it looks better x)
lol. i look ugly and wierd.
but i like it ;)
now im downright guy.
downright PAUL. x)
nicholas! maybe you can grow ur hair long! then we will be paul and nicole! xp
[[.jAy.]]|18:00|
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Monday, July 25, 2005
HAPPY BIRFDAE WANCHEE
HAPPY BIRFDAE JIAAAAA
HAPPY BIRFDAE HUIWENN
ok. been abit unwilling to blog cos of some mental blockage.
been somewhat sad, but is now better at keeping it from surfacing and suffocating me.
finished harry potter just a few days ago too, and was DEVASTATED. but it made my cry like shit and im grateful for tt. =/
haf come to think of this question, actually wad will PPLE feel if i were to die tomorrow?
=/ i know its stupid..but just wondering... i will definitely si bu ming mu becos i haf so much i haven said to some pple yet. and yet knowing i'll regret it, i still keep it inside becos its gonna disrupt the "peace" now. and i dun want tt. so i choose to regret. so why am i still sad? i've decided rite. then there's no point dwelling on it. RIGHT. get a life paul.
[[.jAy.]]|17:17|
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Friday, July 22, 2005
WANCHEE IS SICK x'((((((
[[.jAy.]]|12:35|
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Sunday, July 17, 2005
lemme blog abt gym dinner.
in short, it rocked.
in not-so-short, it made me cry like siao, even till now.
ok. so let's start in bishan. we had the prize presentation. c-div got 3rd, and b-div got 1st. that made us have 2 golds, 1 silver and 1 bronze. im sorry i din reli do my best in vault. anyway, aft foto-taking and some cheering wif RI, and a briefing by mrs lim and ivy and denise,we went to change.
for once i chose the right shirt. haha. i think its my fav shirt now.
everyone looked great. so we set off.
aft some wierd stuff happening on the way, we were on the MRT!
and i stuck to the sec 4s ^ ^
we crapped alot la. ALOT xD
then we reached city hall. walked to suntec. crapped some more =p
finally, we reached the restaurant at milemnia walk. i forgot the name oops. but the cakes still make me OOLALA now x)
and about half of us were inside while the rest had to go outside. had huiru wenxin melissa wanchee huihui juee and the QUIET huiqi around me. SO HIGH.
me and wanchee ordered first! we ordered erm...wassit? Penne with bacon and cheese or sth. it was wonderful...at first. then. the pasta started icking me out. it was very disgusting to swallow. i was trying to drown it in cream sauce and bacon but it stil made me sick towards the end. then nicenice wenxin helped me finish it up when i really couldnt take it anymore. IM SORRY I FORGOT I SHUDNT SHARE UNTESILS WIF UUUUU > < sorray dear!! then..koped hui's nice pizza from her. we were all taking her pizza just as she was abt to finish one slice. HAHA. it was delicious compared to the pasta. ate my medicine cos dunno why i suddenly started hacking away. they say cos i was tired. and the rationale was tt i only coughed at night. =_=? ahwell. then i ordered the WONDERFUL CHOCOLATE AMER altho i knew full well that it would kill me. but it was great and i recovered from my pasta nightmare.
then..paid money...wanjun and ivy were very busy doing that. haha. in the end i think somebody didnt pay $9. after tt outside the restaurant charlene and clara and the rest rounded up the sec4s and teo and performed their poem to them. haha i was the stupid MC. hilarious. so hilarious i started crying.
well. we then walked to suntec city. i lagged behind the sec4s for once tt day and cried with jess. sher was at a loss about wad to do haha. x)
then went up to the sky garden. the sec4s started playing on the monkey bars and i was trying to memorise the scene. haha. sounds wierd doesnt it. then i whipped out my camera and took a few shots, giving up after unsuccessfully trying to un-blur the pics. stupid cam. then played arnd with them till everyone came up.
then they performed the choral speaking agn. haha. i was the dumb MC again and didnt contribute anything =( ivy videotaped them and everyone was happy. they gave the gifts to the sec4s onli to find juee's missing. x( wad happened i dunno but now its with charlene =) then they made me do the areyoudumb quiz to eve. haha. so lame.
then my dad's sms came. and i had to leave. lots of ppl had to leave. and i sort of forgot that the next day i would see them at openhouse so i started hugging them and wailing my face into a wreck. wenxin was trying to teach me how to cry nicely ^ ^ but it didnt work lol. then they started crying cos i was crying then i couldnt stop crying. x)
then i left with joy and we walked to city hall again in record speed.
reached home, and cried to sleep. its so LAME BUT IM SAD WAT.> <
[[.jAy.]]|17:06|
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Thursday, July 14, 2005
am listening to piaoyi now...the one with brakes at every corner..
seriously, it makes me rmb things.
the screeching of the brakes...seem to echo my pain.
i rmb the movie.
i rmb jay.
i rmb his scenes.
i rmb my pain.
[[.jAy.]]|22:06|
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005
wahaha. TODAY IS A HAPPY DAY!
lemma elaborate! no dun u go running away...
firstly, MATHS PT IS OUTTA MY LIFE!!!
secondly, RS WAS SLACKING TIME TODAY!!
thirdly, im not bothered by chem even tho its really chim. its getting cooler by the lesson.
and fourthly, MOST IMPTLY...
*drumroll*
i met my long-lost (err..rite..) FRENS OF THE JAPAN IMERSION TRIP lol.
namely aline ariele gabu and isaac sim~
woohoooo im so happy!!!! yayyayayayayaya~~~
-bounces arnd in joy-
its rare for me to feel so happy. YAY!
[[.jAy.]]|19:03|
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Saturday, July 09, 2005
had a talk wif jia in the afternoon.
fa xie all my anger. thx jia for listening lol.
then at night chatted with hong.
which got me thinking. and i was even surer of my decision.
sad ppl of the world. i know it doesnt work but cheer up.
this is lame cos it isnt working at all.
how do i know?
cos i dun feel any better.
im not thinkin straight. need sleep....
[[.jAy.]]|22:13|
this is bad.
gotta miss 3rd lang for both days next week.
and gotta talk to zhanghao and mak.
and gotta chiong maths pt.
and i cant sign into msn.
and im afraid i'll not do well for vault.
and i feel empty as i stare at my quiet handphone.
only gd thing is tt vault wasnt tt bad todae...
and i did back somer!!! lots of it!!! wooohooooo~
and nat and noey taught me to double front somer into pit.
funfunfun.
good luck to artistic pple! jus dun be nervous k! LAUGH!
[[.jAy.]]|16:53|
OH. MY. GOD.
im actually still in abit of disbelief.
o_0
went crazy with jess & sher yesterday in school cos it was like the knowledge just sank in then. =_="
and we went to pester wanchee. ^ ^ mebbe i shall go with them to kachiao the others too x)
OH. MY. GOD.
i seriously aint dreaming???
OH. MY. GOD.
WELL DONE EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE ALL OF YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!
-screams and yelps and jumps in circles-
[[.jAy.]]|09:02|
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Wednesday, July 06, 2005
ok. im dam tired but i shal blog abit.
today was comp trials.
was dam freaked out. its dam stressing.
but it was not cos of nervousness.
actly i like tt tramp. tho it has many big holes x)
ah well. its over.
then went over to fiona's hse to make tarts. for everyone. ^ ^
it was dam fun. tho i pierced my finger wif a bloody staple and boiled my finger wif the konnyaku jelly =_=" lol.
but also very tird cos stood the whole day. my eyelids are actly droopin but i jus haf this need to fa xie my xin qing by blogging for awhile.
thx everyone. i've been sorta making a mountain outta a molehill abt my comp. its actly no big deal to u guys yet i jus go on and on abt how stressing it is. >< im sorry... its jus tt its so impt to me im rather high abt it...gomen..
to aline: HEY DUDE i miss u too...dun worry u can do it! and wen we meet, we shal haf a laughing spree!! ^ ^ ok? dun fret very soon it will be over. in less than 24 hrs...it will be over...
then to sec 4 snrs...pls jiayou k! u guys can do it! honestly speaking, its the sight of ur wonderful routines tt make me aim higher everytime. im saving all my tears for tmr!
and well...slightly disapointed today too. but nvm. i shud haf known. i shud stop lying to myself soon... and go to the cookie store.
[[.jAy.]]|21:30|
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Saturday, July 02, 2005
this is dedicated to huihui!
haha.
thanks for being there to point at my mistakes and reminding me to stop 'shitting'!!
rofl.
and tolerating my spasticism on msn.
haha ganbatte for comp on thurs!!
of corse. thanks to all seniors! and peers! and juniors!
and...all in betweens!
my first contact day!! wahahaha.
[[.jAy.]]|22:47|
THIS IS DEDICATED TO SHINYIII, MY BELOVED BENEFACTOR.
today i tried on contacts.
and i was dashing around when my contacts dropped off my finger.
i was FREAKED OUT.
I DID WAT I TOT WAS OK.
THEN I FREAKED OUT MORE COS I SCARED WAT I DID WAS NOT OK.
SO I WAS SCREAMING TO MY WONDERFUL SHINYI.
AND SHE MANAGED TO CONSOLE THE SHRIEKING ME OVER MSN.
phew. still abit worried but very more at ease.
THANKYOU SHINNNNNN!!!!!! -hugs-
[[.jAy.]]|10:46|
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Friday, July 01, 2005
had parent-meeeting-session at night in school today.
SUX BIG TIME.
esp at the end wen a parent asked a question and she was like U ALL JUST THINK UNTIL A-LEVELS LA? U ALL DUN SEE BEYOND. and she and the principal was almost having a debate.
I ALR CANT STAND THE SCHOOL LOOKING AT JC.
AND NOW THE PARENT IS COMPLAINING ABT THE SCHOOL NOT LOOKING FAR ENOUGH.
WTH LA. THINK ABT UNI SO EARLY FOR WAT SHIT? STILL TINK OF CAREER? FANGPI LA!
no wonder the students come out lidat. -rolls eyes (huiyi fashion)-
[[.jAy.]]|23:06|
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